How goes it?

Yeah like anybody really reads this, oh well. helps me feel better to write.

As if you didn't all know (again, who lol), from August to November I was working for Microsoft Xbox 360. Unfortunately as of November 9th that project was canceled, so I'm out of work again.

So I'm stuck figuring out how to pay my bills/rent come the 30th/1st. I think i have it figured out for December 1st, but come Jan, im screwed as ill be out of funds by then if I don't have another job.

So yeah.

Let's add to that that I've had a crush on someone for quite sometime and even though I have expressed those feellings, it just doesn't seem like anything will ever come of it. Sucks, oh well i guess.

So yeah
I'm jobless.
I'm still single, and getting damn tired of it too.

i really have nothing to look forward to in life anymore.

My routine is basically get up in the morning or afternoon, eat something, take a shower maybe, mess around on computer, eventually got o sleep. I hardly leave here anymore unless I need to for a job interview or something, which isn't very often at all.

Bah.

I just wish I had someone to care for me. Someone that wouldn't mind hanging out from time to time. I realize when I moved from Pratt that basically took away any chance I had with friends and such, but that's expected. Up here though, I just can't make any and since I'm not the type that parties, goes to clubs, cruises like a retard, or whatever else; it doesn't help.

Bah....

Eh well im done.
lol.
-Spike/Dusty